I think about sex all the time. Not in the perverted way, but just like, wondering. I try to picture myself having sex and I just can't. With anyone. God I feel weird saying this. And then I start thinking, like I'm afraid to have sex because: 1) I'm not ready. 2) Don't want to get pregnant 3) Don't want to be called a whore or a slut 4) Worried about it hurting (not physically, but like emotionally) 5) Feel so weird thinking or talking about it because it just seems kind of. . . well disgusting. But I still think about it all the time. Does that mean I'm sick (like perv. sick)?