But I've fallen in love with a girl I've never met, and now I fear I'm going to lose her.
I've known her for well over a year, and although we've arranged to meet plenty of times, we both put it off. Lately, I've realised how strong my feelings are for her and when I told her, she confirmed she had similar feelings for me. For once, I thought I everything was going right. Y'know - finding happiness which in my life is extremely rare. Anyway, the other day she told me she had got with someone at a party and apparently they're gonna be giving it a go. I'm gutted, well and truly. I ain't felt like this for nobody before, and I was on her Myspace and came across some comments and reading it just killed me - it feels like my hearts been ripped out and torn in two. But this isn't the first time its happened, and on top of everything else going on in my life it's made me feel like crap. I'm seriously considering suicide - I don't know what to do...
I've known her for well over a year, and although we've arranged to meet plenty of times, we both put it off. Lately, I've realised how strong my feelings are for her and when I told her, she confirmed she had similar feelings for me. For once, I thought I everything was going right. Y'know - finding happiness which in my life is extremely rare. Anyway, the other day she told me she had got with someone at a party and apparently they're gonna be giving it a go. I'm gutted, well and truly. I ain't felt like this for nobody before, and I was on her Myspace and came across some comments and reading it just killed me - it feels like my hearts been ripped out and torn in two. But this isn't the first time its happened, and on top of everything else going on in my life it's made me feel like crap. I'm seriously considering suicide - I don't know what to do...