Anyone here try to find help? Cause I've started to and all I've found out is that this is it. It's not going to get any damn better. I'm not getting a better job, she's not going to come back and I'm not getting a second chance. This is my shit life and no one can change that. All this bull shit is trying to do is trying to make you feel delusionally alright with this. Given up any hope that anyone can magically change things... and that realization sucks.