Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cookiemonster, Feb 7, 2010.
i'm kind of excited in a strange sort of way. i just can't wait for it to be over
i don't see any point. i got talked down last night and regret it. i woke up feeling more crap than ever. i just want to die
hun please try to hold on and keep posting. keep talking to people. how do u mean talked down? *hug*
I hope you can realize how sick you are and get help now.
somebody stopped me. i might go tonight
they stopped you for a reason. people care. ud be really missed.
please reconsider. just keep in touch with people, u know how much they care *hug*
please get some help, u really deserve to get some help, ur r an amazing person, and it would be such a waste of a life, for you to go so young, i hope u can get some help and support before the end of the week :hug:
:hug: it all depends what happens
one less day of pain and suffering to go. I've been through this before so i know what i'm doing and it wont take much effort once i'm there. its easy to set up.
i hate feeling like this.
:hug: you all shouldn't have to put up with me.
grit.... c'mon.... you can weather this.... Talk to us.
i don't think I've been so sure of anything in my entire life. when i got to the bridge on saturday, i laughed. i was just so relaxed. the only reason i'm still here is because i made a deal with someone. now i have less than a week to honour my side and then i can go. i'm really sorry. you've all been so supportive
This deal, do you mean a pact to stay alive? If so, I think that was a brilliant idea!! Hopefully you can support each other other through this.. :hug:
i have to get some help. the cut-off point is saturday. if i don't feel any better by then then i can kill myself. though he wont let me do it as such, i can ignore his advice. i went to the hospital last night and a couple of hours today (for a slightly different reason) and i'm going to my gp tomorrow. i am honouring my side
nearly another day down. not long to go now. just feeling worse with every day that goes by. crying all day today. its really really lucky i didn't have the means to do it there and then after my doctor's appt. i wouldn't be here if i did. but oh well... one less day!
Just remember glg I care about you.
:hug: thank you very much.
after a day like today, and a night like tonight, things will be moving faster. i'm not gonna wait til saturday to attempt again. i'm trying again tonight slightly differently. see you on the other side :hug: its been a pleasure
Here's to hoping you make it out alive.
and what then? more shit? i can't do this anymore. i don't deserve all your care. i'm
a bad person and i deserve death