shellz i can understand what you are going through. But I do want to let you know that what happened to you was in no way your fault. I do not know all the circumstances surrounding what happened to you specifically, but I do know that you probably did what you thought would keep you the safest at the time. And you said you did nothing about it except for cry? I never told anyone about mine until I met the wonderful people here at SF. I was able to share with a few of them. Have I still done anything about it? No, I have taken no steps, nor will I, to see that one of the many perps is taken off the streets. So you are not alone in your actions. Many of us have made that same decision. I cannot say if it is the right or wrong decision to make. That is something we must each make and learn to live with individually. Please do not give up. You can conquer this with support. Let us continue to offer that support to you. You have not failed us nor let us down. We share in your pain. Please take care and keep yourself safe. :hug: PM me if you need to talk hun.
