hun please stay with us. were here for you. in time youll find that SF is a place full of really nice caring kind ppl. and were all here for u. please reply to this or pm me.like i said this place is good to get out or feelings and talk to ppl. cause alot of us are going through the same thing. so hun please take care.
I've been suicidal for about 6 years, so its nothing new. I have no idea what happened, but I've started harming myself again and I'm just so tired.
I'm not really depressed anymore, but I haven't been able to really "live" again.
I finally manage to get good grades again, and have a lot of good friends, but I'm not enjoying it.
I hate myself for wanting to die, because my life is quite good now. The only thing I'm missing is someone to love, and thats no big deal.
I really want to live, but my thought are killing me..
Hey rukia, i see you are from Norway too.
I want to take my life everyday, but i just can't do it.
It's like i always say it's enough but i keep on going,
You will find the light in your life!
Reegards from someone that care about you
I'm not sure how I'm feeling today.
I'm so f***ing calm, and that usually means that I'm ready to go. When I'm so down I kind of lose myself and let my body decide. Can only hope that I survive the day. Hate this feeling!
I'm not going to take my life. Not yet anyway.
My grandmother ended up on hospital today, so I can't give my father any more worries.
It's strange how I mange to be strong for others, when I can't even live for me.