I need help, im stuck in a never ending cycle. I go from dr. to dr. and all the ers in three counties. I think about ultram, tramadol everyday all day. It started 7 years ago when drs put me on it cause i didn't want to take the strongers meds anymore for chronic back pain. they said it was not addictive. they lied. after 7 yrs i have to take at least 20-25 per day just so i dont get sick. if thats not bad enoughi also take about 15 tylenol pm everynight to sleep. I cant go on like this much longer. cant go to rehab i have 3 kiddos and no insurance. i need help. tapering does not help cause i cant do it.