You aren't wasting space at all.....think about what the forum is for Jess it's for support, help, friendship and letting out the pain that's bottled up inside. You need to let that pain out...noone minds you posting you have every right and reason to post.....if you want to get it out, feel free to do so hun..
And if you need to talk I am here anytime...just PM me :hug:
I'd pm. but.. I feel like I'd be overwhelming you guys. Regardless of who it is. and I decided not to pops afterwards because I think it's pointless.. it's just me babbling.. not like there's any support that can be given to a rambling babble..