This is me.

[vallonia]

I am a 62 years old retired firefighter. Mu wife has O V and goes into Hospital on the 18th of this month.
Here cancer is very advanced.
I know that when she goes I want to go after her.
I have felt this way for some time.
This is me.

 

[Stranger1]

Hey Toni, First of all thank you for your years of service..Second welcome to the forums.. I'm sorry to hear about your wife and can only imagine the pain you must feel..Please don't harm yourself.. She wouldn't want that..Think about it this way.. She will always be alive as long as you hold her in your heart..We are here for you so tell us more about you..

 

[Petal]

Hi Tony, welcome to the forum

 

[mulberrypie]

hi, tony. im sorry about your wife.

 

[Sadeyes]

Hi and welcome...so sorry about your wife...I cannot imagine what you are going through, but know there are many ppl here to support and care for you...please stay safe and PM me if I can be there for you...welcome again, J

 

[total eclipse]

Hi i am glad you are reaching o ut here YOur wife i hope will get the treatment and get strong and well afterwards She does not want you to harm yourself Let us know how she is doing Time for you to get some support as well okay a therapist to help you cope with what is happening hugs