Hi, I'm Thunderbird, and just as the title suggests, this is my introduction. I've been going through some stuff recently, and it's started really taking it's toll on me. Because of this I've begun to harm myself, and contemplate suicide a lot. I have a friend (whom is my only real friend) that is trying to help me through it. She tells me I'm getting stronger, but I can't see it, to me, I'm getting worse. I came here because I know I'm becoming a very heavy burden for her, and she already has issues of her own, and I would like to hopefully lighten the load a bit for her. Thank you for taking the time to read through this.