this is nothing

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by hammockmonkey, Jul 11, 2008.

  1. hammockmonkey

    hammockmonkey Well-Known Member

    It means nothing really, we all make our own choices in this life. I just wonder what i would be like to be close to family.

    i hate love, but i love. i want to lie down with a woman and feel her love me too. but, i don't mean that shitty bullshit love. i mean connection. <mod edit> i mean real love.

    i don't know what it is. i don't think i ever will.
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  2. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    The day may come when you find that connection hammockmonkey. Just don't be afraid to allow it to happen. :hug:
  3. hammockmonkey

    hammockmonkey Well-Known Member

    i am tired of life. i am tired of not living, so why not just die and get it over with? sounds good to me.