This is panic,not depression

[Regenesis]

You know,this is getting worse and worse.I went today to see the psychiatrist ,but he didn't bothered to show up,so I came back home.I took some pils that calm me down,because I feel like I am going mad.Its not just my hate for women,but some new range of feelings that make me feel very bad.Yesterday I started screaming and didn't know how to get all the things out of my head and starting hiting the walls.So its getting a lot worse.I don't know what the fuck its wrong with me.I just want to get rid of this,even if it means to kill myself.Today when I was walking on the street,I almost wanted ,xxxxxxthink that never happened so hard before.I'ts my hate of women,some other feelings that I can't describe.I don't know what to do.
PS:This is my full story,that I said before I was going to psychiatrist
http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=61524

 

[Sadeyes]

Being a woman, it is so sad that someone would dislike me because of my gender...hate, what a very strong word...very hard to be in the world hating ppl in it...maybe it is about being very hurt...that is about you, which is something that can be resolved...hope you find peace with both yourself and others...big hugs, J

 

[justafool]

There have been times when I thought that I "hated all women." I think the essence of the problem was that I had never really gotten the things that I truly wanted from a woman - love, acceptance, generosity and so forth. I still haven't gotten those things, but I realize that if I ever found a woman who would give me those things that I needed from her, then I would love her dearly.