I just can't take my life anymore. I feel like a useless shell of a human being. I was bullied when I was young and the memories are slowly creeping their way back into my head. I don't know what do as I can't talk in person about my feelings. I've locked up completely in the head. The only gear my brain and body seems to be working on is sad. I've felt this way before and I nearly killed myself then. But I just don't know if I can't pull myself up this time.