... but I just need to know that someone hears how bad I feel. I don't have anyone to talk to, or anyone I feel I can talk to. I don't have any help and support. Last time I saw my GP I knew I was in a bad place and asked to go into hospital and he told me the Crisis Team wouldn't take me seriously and also that they saw anyone with my diagnosis as an attention seeker, so since then I haven't told anyone anything ( that was about a month and a bit ago and I hadn't seen him for ages before that). People look to me for support. I have no true friends who ask how I am and want to know, who I feel I can open up to or anything. I am a support machine. I feel awful. Absolutely fucking awful, and I just need someone to hear. Sorry, I AM an attention seeker. I'm just really sorry. And it's ok to ignore this, because I have posted and that's good enough for me.