We're talking about adolescent suicide in my psychology lecture and its very triggering for me. People are making jokes and stuff about it which makes me feel awful since ive attempted so many times and am constantly thinking about it. It makes me wanna die even more. And the worst part is that my teacher doesnt even say anything to them about the jokes! I like my psych teacher alot, I do. He knows about my attempts and my eating disorder..but sometimes, he just doesnt get that talking about this kind of stuff is triggering for me. Like, last week, he suggested we take a field trip to a psych hospital. Like, wtf? He knows that would be sooo bad for me. I talked to him after class about it, letting him knw I could never do that. Luckily, he said it was just an idea and that we wouldnt be going. But, everything seems to trigger me these days..any advice?