Me myself and I & sparkle - Please don't assume anything about me. It's not a continuation of anything. As you can see, previous thread = talking about getting high. This thread = wanting to off myself. Huge difference between the two. That's why they're in separate forums. If I wanted to make another thread about merely getting high, I would, and it wouldn't be in here. Also, I don't give a shit that it was closed, although I do think that if you're going that route, a few others should be closed as well being that they are no different than mine. Totaleclipse loves to close threads just to prove his so called authority anyway. It's not the first time I've seen him do it for practically no good reason.
Inmemoryofyou - I feel this way because yesterday my brain was loaded with serotonin because I did heroin, and now it's not because I'm out. And now I just want to kill myself because the comedown sucks. Also, I was doing so well with my diet I was on. I lost 10 pounds and only had like 15 more to go. Lately though, I've been eating too much and failing at it. And that plus the heroin thing is just, I don't know. It's too much for me to handle.