I cannot take it anymore! I'm 23 years old and I go to college. I received a 54 on the Spanish CLEP exam and my plans I had just failed. I can't find a job and my dad keeps bitching about the bills and he has to pay it all off. What can I f'ing do? I tried to look for work as hard as I can. I have a question: xxxxxx I need to escape this useless world filled with hate and no one can make a difference anymore. All that helping the poor and trying to end world hunger is total bull shit. I need to quit this life. I just wish people say its ok to do it. I can never fit in this world. Its like I'm from another planet or I was not meant to exist. BTW, I'm new to this forum and sadly this could be my last day to live. I ate my favorite meal to say goodbye. My parents have no clue that I'm like this. I think I'm a burden to them and my existence is a joke in this pathetic universe. I do believe in god, but it seems like god is astray to humanity.