This is what i am up against

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by roro, Jul 31, 2007.

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  1. roro

    roro Well-Known Member

    I recently found this article that kinda explains why i am not getting better. i found my records from when i was in the hospital in aug 2004, and the tests are POSITIVE for lyme disease :( so I did have it, and all the doctors lied to me. maybe I am part of this government experiment like the tuskegee experiment that the govt did on black men for 40 years, from the 30's till 1972. (do a search on tuskegee if you dont believe me, its true) if i kill myself, i will screw up their experiment wont i??? and is it not a coincidence that I am getting an appointment with a specialist exactly three years later from when i got sick? anything to do with statute of limitations? i am so fed up with doctors, our govt, and evil researchers who can let people suffer liks this. they will burn in hell!

    Here is the article, the nbc link has been deleted of course, but i found a copy:

    US Government Admits Lyme Disease Is A Bioweapon

    The existence of the Lyme disease epidemic is officially covered up in the UK, its myriad presentations routinely misdiagnosed as everything from "M.E." to MS to hypochondria. This is the first admission by a US government body that the cause is an incapacitating biowar agent:

    SAN ANTONIO (AP) -- The $10.6 million Margaret Batts Tobin Laboratory Building will provide a 22,000-square-foot facility to study such diseases as anthrax, tularemia, cholera, lyme disease, desert valley fever and other parasitic and fungal diseases. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention identified these diseases as potential bioterrorism agents.".

    http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10039154/

    So, for the first time, a US government body admits that Lyme disease is a biological warfare agent. This is the reason that hundreds of thousands of men, women and children around the world have been left to rot with wrong diagnoses, or have had their Lyme disease acknowledged but been told that it is an "easily-treated" disease, given 3 weeks' antibiotics, then told to shove off when their symptoms carried on after that.

    In Britain the existence of the epidemic is denied completely, and virtually no effort made to warn or educate the public about the dangers of ticks, which carry the bacteria Borrelia burgdorferi.

    The Borrelia genus has been a subject of biowar experimentation at least as far back as WW2, when the infamous Japanese Unit 731, which tortured and experimented on live prisoners, studied it.

    The reality is, Lyme disease is for many a chronic, horrendous, incapacitating disease producing crippling fatigue, constant pain, loss of memory, possible paralysis, psychosis, blindness and even death.

    It was an ideal biowar agent because it evades detection on routine tests, has an enormous range of different presentations, and can mimic everything from ADHD to multiple sclerosis to carpal tunnel syndrome to rheumatoid arthritis to chronic fatigue syndrome (M.E.) to lupus to schizophrenia. Enemy medical staff would never know what had hit them, nor even that ONE illness had hit their population, rather than an unexplained rise in dozens of known conditions.

    Honest doctors and scientists who tried to treat or research Lyme disease according to ethical principles have been viciously persecuted by government-backed organisations in the US, Europe and elsewhere. Many specialists in the US were threatened with loss of their license or had anonymous, false allegations sent to the medical board, which tied them up in mountains of paperwork and legal fees...some were forced out of medicine or even driven to suicide.

    Instead, medical disinfo agents, most of whom have a background in military/biowarfare units, such as Dr Allen Steere, Mark Klempner, Philip Baker, Edward McSweegan, David Dennis, Alan Barbour etc were enabled to assume top positions in Lyme research , CDC, NIH etc from where they issued false information , covering up the true seriousness and chronic nature of the disease, and comdemned untold numbers to a living hell.



    so how on earth am i supposed to fight this? i just dont know if i am strong enough. it seems daunting.
     
  2. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Hey roro! I know you're feeling pretty down, but hey, at least you KNOW what is wrong now! All those years of being in pain and not knowing...But now you know and you can get the proper treatment. Try to hang in there and see what your options are.
     
  3. Luliby

    Luliby Staff Alumni

    I am sorry you have Lyme Disease. I am glad you found out so you can take action. I wish the government would be more supportive and I am sorry you have to face all of this.

    Nw that you know what steps can you take to live with this condition? For example, I have heard the Tetracycline can actually make syptoms worse.

    :harp:
     
  4. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Lyme disease is a treatable disease. Now that you know what it is you have, you can seek the proper treatment for it. you mentioned in a different post about surgery and it possibly being life threatening. What is that one? Is it possiblby related and the surgery may not be necessary? I hope you find all your answers soon. :hug:
     
  5. Darken

    Darken Well-Known Member

    There are man made diseases in our world. Some made maybe by our own governments. They lie and cover up the truth about any thing they don't want the general public to know. This is a very real and serious problem. I really hope humans don't be ignorant till it's too late. Sorry you have it roro (hug) Aids is man made also http://www.shirleys-wellness-cafe.com/aids_origin.htm
     
  6. roro

    roro Well-Known Member

    unfortunately that isn't always true. the govt would have you believe that if you catch it early its curable, but many relapse. but if left untreated it becomes chronic and can be impossible to cure.

    I hope I get better, but i may not. many people die. young people too, even children.

    even if i get better i have nerve damage and that may never get better. its very painful, a burning pain.

    i just dont know how much more suffering i can endure. this is a horrible disease. my dad had cancer and it was not as long and drawn out and painful as this.
     
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