If I want to terminate my life then I should be allowed to! It's my life for gods sake! I'm a 27 year old man with BDD, depression and severe anxiety, I cannot handle social situations and I am too lazy/unmotivated to get help which wouldn't help me anyway cause councellors cannot tell me anything I don't already know. I have tried two councellors and meds and nothing helps. I live with my mother who is old and is going crazy, she also wants to kill herself. We have no family members left as they've all died in various ways. I am a very ugly person in appearance which forces me to stay indoors. I don't even look human. Nearly everytime I go outside I have been called "ugly" or various other negative things. I cannot even walk past the local kids here as they are so vicious with their words about my looks. It has left me with 0% confidence and with 0% confidence it is impossible to go out. I am lonely and girlfriendless and will always be that way. We are incredibly poor and my mother goes out to collect our sickness benefits and to buy our weekly shopping because I am completely agoraphobic. She owns a car, but drives around with no tax or insurance as she's too poor to pay for it. Today she hit a luxery car in our estate on her way out to shop and has caused some considerable damage. We have no money or savings and with no insurance we are completely fucked! It's possible that it will cost thousands to fix. I was saving to buy a gun to<Mod Edit: Abacus21-graphic>, but now I can't do that because I have to help pay for this! Here in London guns cost over a thousand pounds on the underground. I am desperate for a quick and easy suicide method that doesn't cost thousands. What I don't understand is that if your life is completely hopeless and sheer torment every single day, then what's the point of living? There is no hope/way out of this! I have never ever been this down, I have hit rock bottom.