I hate eating super fast so I can leave the kitchen. I hate having to listen from my bedroom upstairs to hear if my dad is in the kitchen. He was this time but my mom wasnt. He was watching tv. I hate how I avoid the kitchen even when I am hungry. This isnt normal. I hate hearing him scream at my mom about stupid things. They are both wrong! I wish I didnt have to deal with this. If I was dead they would miss me but be better off. One less thing to care and fight about.