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I have said that I was going to the hospital a day after I attempted suicide.

I can't say I was happy there because I needed to be kept busy and it was boring. I went to group sessions, and the other patients were nice people, even though I felt lonely.

Unfortunately, I was discharged 2 days later, with no medication, and now I'm feeling just as awful as I have been before. I still want to die, I'm just as paranoid, and I have no motivation to look for jobs or do anything anymore (not even take a shower). My favorite band has become a trigger, and I'm dealing with so many triggers. I still feel like I'm a monster. I'm upset and angry at people, and I starting to suffer from mild monophobia. I'm starting to wonder if I was misdiagnosed.

I'm just angry at the hospital for failing to treat me. That were my last chance. I don't know what to do anymore. Mom hid the sleeping pills.

total eclipse

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Then you go back to the hospital see the pdoc on call and tell them you needs meds to keep you stable you need their help NOW okay make t hem hear you take your mother an advocate with you hu gs


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I agree with Total Eclipse.. Go back to the hospital and tell them you are suicidal and can't handle the thoughts anymore.. They will have to readmit you.. When you see a pdoc tell them everything and tell them you need to be put on meds to help control them..
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