how do you cope when all you get up for are appointments, when you have no studies or a small job to go to and socialise. when its been weeks since you recieved a text from anyone asking how you are. when you log into messenger and there are no messages from anyone like there used to be. when you log onto facebook and you see people organising trips to clubs, gigs or venturing off somewhere. when the last time you went to a club was never and the last time you had friends at a birthday party was probably over a decade ago. when you feel so crippled by lonliness and depression that you simply cannot cope any more. i dont know why things are this way. im a normal person underneith it all. i dont understand where it all went wrong. i dont really know what im clinging onto any more?