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This life is mine alone

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Xistence, Jul 24, 2011.

  1. Xistence

    Xistence Well-Known Member

    I don't want to be alive anymore, yet I have to keep going on just because it will hurt a few others to see me go. Sometimes I question whether that justifies it or not, and I find myself tempted to just go through with it anyway, feelings be damned. I mean, they will be dead as well within the next few decades and there will be no one left to mourn for me. I guess it doesn't really matter in the end what I decide to do, but I care too much about what others think. One of my biggest flaws is that I was never selfish enough.
  2. soon2bforgotten

    soon2bforgotten Well-Known Member

    I don't see it as a flaw. It's good to have someone who cares if you're alive. I feel your pain though. Try to find a reason to keep going for YOU too.
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    It seems that those that will be hurt are those that care for you...are they ppl you can talk to and from whom you can get support? Sometimes, feeling cared for does make a huge difference...J