This life is simple not for me

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Summer.Rain, Jan 16, 2009.

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  1. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    I live it, i see it, i see how people live and taking part of it
    i see how people get involved in relations and love
    and i see how people work and study
    and for years, i feeling this same thing over and over again
    i feel like im not belong here, i feel like this world is simple not for me
    im not sad or anything, im just tired of fighting
    my parents want me to be something i cant be
    and all they do is care about me and spend money and time and nerves on me
    but i dont want any of this, i dont want anything at all, i dont want
    to take any part in this life, i want to go and to never look back
    i want to die, even if it means the end of everything
  2. Panos

    Panos Well-Known Member

    i know how u feel.
    not 100%,
    cause we are not the same person,
    but i think more than 50%.
    I wanna leave too.
    in fact i need it so much that i will leave the fcking country
    cause everything pisses me off.
    one reason i don't want to end my life is
    cause i want to leave things i never did.
    i always wanted but couldn't.
    i want to satisfy all of my needs and wants 1st
    and then i can die at least half happy..

    There is always an alternative way...
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: summer

    Dont do this.

    Talk to us about whats making you feel this way? :hug:
  4. tendenCs_89

    tendenCs_89 Well-Known Member

    i know exactly how you feel man
    i think many people think this, that they are not right for this world
    such as my hero kurt cobain :

    listen man, you gotta take what life gives you, keep looking at it in a sceptical way, question the ways of life people want you to live, like your parents, and strive to make your life the way you want it to be

    good luck mate :)
  5. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    I dont want anything from this life
    I dont want to be a part in it
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