I wrote this a few years ago when my aunt first attempted suicide. Recently, we lost her because she decided she wanted to hang herself. I miss my aunt dearly, she was the closest thing I had to a sister and I wish that she just could have stuck it out for the benefit of everyone who loved her. You never know how many people care about you until you can see your own viewing or funeral. Anyways, please let me know if this helps anyone. What makes things go right Where was God tonight Why sudden changes when things fall How many things can go wrong How can someone be so selfish How can you throw away life when theres someone who cares You say it dont matter and try what you dare Little did you know, I'm always there Did you just forget Were you just not thinking Theres no point to it Your only sinking You said it wasnt worth it and to try another time I feel so stupid, or just plain blind How did I not know, that it was coming Whered you think you would go, trying this numbing While you were running away from this place, Dont leave, I cant take not seeing your face Naive to your feelings, While your hanging from the ceiling I want you to know, That I really care. I want you to know, I cant take it if you go. I need you here with me, I need to hear you speak But I cant stand to hear you weep Because your only hurting me If you need someone I'll always be there But I cant, if your gone somewhere You need me and I need you too, So I just want to let you know, That I love you.