Is it posible that singer is your way of coping with feelings? Like cutting, drinking, dancing, etc...? I am totaly obsesed with Prince, pop singer... I listen him and watching his concerts all day, and i mean really all day, at least 4 hours daily (except last 3 months since im depressed) My mood is stronlgy connected with him... He is my exit from real world... When im sad, i just listen to him and escaping reality and dreaming that i have girlfriend and that i am satisfied with my life... When he release new stuff, i am alway nervous for weeks before actuall release... And its my motivation for school and other things... Also with his music i fill emptyness inside me (beside ciggaretes)... If he would not exist, i would be totally depressed all time... However, last months his music does not help me a lot, i steel feel depressed... But its strange story, isnt it?