I am gald to see a place like this for talking to other people that feel like I do. So I can talk to anyone. I called one of those help lines two days ago and the lady was nice but all she asked me four times if I had any guns at home. I do not think she wanted to buy one but she wanted to know what kind. I was trying to talk about my feelings. I've Been sick and now my family talk about me like I'm not in the same room. When they are talking I will ask a question and they just keep talking. Now maybe some will liston to me. Well it is 3:40 am and I have to make my wife's lunch and braesfest. so I need to go.