What do you do when your mental stability is rapidly deteriorating, and you have no idea how to stop it? I'm an emotional train wreck, going from 0 to 60 in a matter of minutes. I'm angry, and raging, and sad, and suicidal, and empty, and all sorts of emotions all at once. I speak my mind and end up pushing everyone away. If I don't say a word, they get frustrated and leave. The only way I can think of to stop feeling this way is my demise by my own hand. People keep trying to convince me why I should stay, but all I can think is "What have I got to lose?" Not much at this point, so really, what am I so afraid of? Seems like a great destiny to fulfill, if I'm really good for nothing else.