Are you miserable? If you are, ask yourself what would heal your pain and suffering? For me, the pain won't ever heal and it certainly won't ever be replace. There is no greater loss in this life then the loss of someone you love. There is no greater pain then not knowing what could have been. There is not a single day in my life that I don't think of her. Life doesn't make any sense without her in my life. Many would disagree that being dumped or rejected is the most painful thing when it come to love, but I disagree. The most painful thing when it come to love is not taking that risk and live the rest of your life knowing what could have been. The regrets eat you up inside and it prevent you from starting over. If you ever been dump, well it hurt but you will overcome it and move on, but when someone want you and you couldn't tell her how you truly feel about her, how can you move on? Move on from what? How can I find the next person when the current person still want me? Most of you are probably never been in this situation and that for most breakup is the hardest thing about love, well don't take that breakup or rejection for granted because nothing hurt more than not knowing. I want permission to move on, but I have no strength left in me. Everyday is a struggle to continue to keep on living. I'm haunted by my mistakes, and everything that is beautiful become dark. I'm young but I am carrying a burden, one that will never leave me. My heart will never be fill, it will always be empty no matter what good may come in my future. What am I suppose to do, I just need a sign because I can't forgive myself. For everything I been through, this is one pain that is forever.