Is this really all, life has to offer? If so then life really really sucks bad.. All i do, is go to school, come home, pc for 4 ours, then spend 4 ours outside, then go to sleep then school, and so on... school is a prison...A fucking jail, to make soldiers for society, and society, in general sucks, humans suck, everyone is liers, life sucks, the world sucks, the world is boring, everything is boring, i hate everyone, and everything, and most of all, i hate myself, for having such thoughts, and be without the ability, to be "normal", fuck the world, fuck parents, fuck the stupid jocks at school, who think theyre so much, yet blind to the truth, FUCK IT ALL; I WANT TO DIE!
This really sucks
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... I know fucking well how you feel... tried to commit suicide multiple times myself now... but i survived all of them... 
I'm fucking hate myself and hate everyone... my life is so dramatic right now... I just can't go on, I'm seriously deppressed too and have parranoia and fear (angst), have nervotic breakdowns and i'm getting delusional too now... and I have to cut myself to be able to sleep! dying is my only way out I think... WHY HAVEN'T MY PAST ATTEMPTS WORKED!!!???!?!?! but anyway... even how stupid, childish and dancing-on-roses-like this may seem... but you can talk to me whenever you feel really bad...
and PS: Don't call me jockish!XD
PPS: i'm going to a mental hospital in august
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I'm fucking hate myself and hate everyone... my life is so dramatic right now... I just can't go on, I'm seriously deppressed too and have parranoia and fear (angst), have nervotic breakdowns and i'm getting delusional too now... and I have to cut myself to be able to sleep! dying is my only way out I think... WHY HAVEN'T MY PAST ATTEMPTS WORKED!!!???!?!?! but anyway... even how stupid, childish and dancing-on-roses-like this may seem... but you can talk to me whenever you feel really bad...and PS: Don't call me jockish!XD
PPS: i'm going to a mental hospital in august
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I remember feeling the same way when i was at school but now i'm in my final year of college, and getting ready to go to uni and i feel like things are alot better. There is a lot more freedom.
There is so much more to life than school, don't let it get you down. When you've finished school life will open up for you i promise!
There is so much more to life than school, don't let it get you down. When you've finished school life will open up for you i promise!
why think life has anything to offer? of all things ive learned its that life does not owe us ANYTHING. we live, we pay for it till our last breath, school sucks, thats life. as for home life going on the computer is YOUR choice, why not go out and get a hobby? stop blaming everything, instead try to make a difference for yourself! noone gives a shit, get used to it, get through life and do things you enjoy, for yourself. rely on yourself, if your bored, get yourself out and do something about it! bit of effort goes a long way. sorry if i sound offensive but i dont mean to be, im just a bit blunt
Welcome to my life. I can't image anything in life being worse than school is. My school put windows in this summer so some classrooms actually have them. My school actually used to be a jail so dark and cold. Somehow I manage to look forward to the time after school and the time I sleep while I'm in it and manage to get through the days. Jocks are assholes but if you let them see your pain things only get worse. I try to ignore them at all costs no matter how hard they punch or how much their words hurt. Hang in there buddy you can make it.
So tell us what it is that has made you feel this way?
surely you didn't feel this way last year? talk to the school counsler.. sounds like you need to talk to someone about your troubles. the world isn't perfect, no one is,
but we try to make it the best place we can. what is normal... i don't know.. I'm not... I'm 53 and been searching my whole life for where I fit in.. and I don't.
It's like I am straddling the line between what it is to be normal or to go off the deep end. i wish I was completely retarded so I wouldn't be blinded by what I am suppose to be and have. Normal is whatever you want your life to be. "I go on living hoping things will change, but when nothing changes, I go on living anyway". but what do I know, I'm insane.
surely you didn't feel this way last year? talk to the school counsler.. sounds like you need to talk to someone about your troubles. the world isn't perfect, no one is,
but we try to make it the best place we can. what is normal... i don't know.. I'm not... I'm 53 and been searching my whole life for where I fit in.. and I don't.
It's like I am straddling the line between what it is to be normal or to go off the deep end. i wish I was completely retarded so I wouldn't be blinded by what I am suppose to be and have. Normal is whatever you want your life to be. "I go on living hoping things will change, but when nothing changes, I go on living anyway". but what do I know, I'm insane.
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