This really sucks

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by smellsliketeenspirit, May 27, 2008.

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  1. smellsliketeenspirit

    smellsliketeenspirit Active Member

    Is this really all, life has to offer? If so then life really really sucks bad.. All i do, is go to school, come home, pc for 4 ours, then spend 4 ours outside, then go to sleep then school, and so on... school is a prison...A fucking jail, to make soldiers for society, and society, in general sucks, humans suck, everyone is liers, life sucks, the world sucks, the world is boring, everything is boring, i hate everyone, and everything, and most of all, i hate myself, for having such thoughts, and be without the ability, to be "normal", fuck the world, fuck parents, fuck the stupid jocks at school, who think theyre so much, yet blind to the truth, FUCK IT ALL; I WANT TO DIE!
  2. GoldenPsych

    GoldenPsych Well-Known Member

    Your school years make up such a little time of your life. I know it seems really hard but n a few years you will be able to leave. For how long you have ahead of you and how long life is school is nothing!!!!
  3. demonhunter999

    demonhunter999 Well-Known Member

    school sure sucks, and usually adult life is better, though not always; there is generally greater freedom for coping though
  4. Tnecniv

    Tnecniv Well-Known Member

    ... I know fucking well how you feel... tried to commit suicide multiple times myself now... but i survived all of them... :( I'm fucking hate myself and hate everyone... my life is so dramatic right now... I just can't go on, I'm seriously deppressed too and have parranoia and fear (angst), have nervotic breakdowns and i'm getting delusional too now... and I have to cut myself to be able to sleep! :( dying is my only way out I think... WHY HAVEN'T MY PAST ATTEMPTS WORKED!!!???!?!?! but anyway... even how stupid, childish and dancing-on-roses-like this may seem... but you can talk to me whenever you feel really bad...

    and PS: Don't call me jockish!XD

    PPS: i'm going to a mental hospital in august :(

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  5. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    I remember feeling the same way when i was at school but now i'm in my final year of college, and getting ready to go to uni and i feel like things are alot better. There is a lot more freedom.
    There is so much more to life than school, don't let it get you down. When you've finished school life will open up for you i promise!
  6. jerrin

    jerrin Guest

    I don't think this is right way to think by taking any matter. You can also take this in positive manner and I think this would be pleasant for you.
  7. bhawk

    bhawk Well-Known Member

    why think life has anything to offer? of all things ive learned its that life does not owe us ANYTHING. we live, we pay for it till our last breath, school sucks, thats life. as for home life going on the computer is YOUR choice, why not go out and get a hobby? stop blaming everything, instead try to make a difference for yourself! noone gives a shit, get used to it, get through life and do things you enjoy, for yourself. rely on yourself, if your bored, get yourself out and do something about it! bit of effort goes a long way. sorry if i sound offensive but i dont mean to be, im just a bit blunt
  8. The_8th_Wonder

    The_8th_Wonder senior Member

    Welcome to my life. I can't image anything in life being worse than school is. My school put windows in this summer so some classrooms actually have them. My school actually used to be a jail so dark and cold. Somehow I manage to look forward to the time after school and the time I sleep while I'm in it and manage to get through the days. Jocks are assholes but if you let them see your pain things only get worse. I try to ignore them at all costs no matter how hard they punch or how much their words hurt. Hang in there buddy you can make it.
  9. jerrin

    jerrin Guest

    This makes no sense. Accidents are just that, no one is at fault is was simply an accident. Sounds like your ex employer forced you to resign because if you collect Workman's compensation their rates are going to go up. You need to consult a lawyer.
  10. ibinsanediego

    ibinsanediego Active Member

    So tell us what it is that has made you feel this way?
    surely you didn't feel this way last year? talk to the school counsler.. sounds like you need to talk to someone about your troubles. the world isn't perfect, no one is,
    but we try to make it the best place we can. what is normal... i don't know.. I'm not... I'm 53 and been searching my whole life for where I fit in.. and I don't.
    It's like I am straddling the line between what it is to be normal or to go off the deep end. i wish I was completely retarded so I wouldn't be blinded by what I am suppose to be and have. Normal is whatever you want your life to be. "I go on living hoping things will change, but when nothing changes, I go on living anyway". but what do I know, I'm insane.
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