sooo im not dead yet, obviously...but i just can't take this anymore. I was going to do soccer, but my legs and whole body was hurting so bad that i just decided i couldn't do it anymore. so im not doing soccer for high school. im looking for a job. my parents hate me and are dissapointed. idc, im just going to leave this world saturday because the pressure is too much. so let me know what you think before i go.