everytime, I look, theres ppl saying "i'm so sad/my life suck/I wanna Kill myself/......" then I get sad too, wondering why this, why that, alone forever, and all that crap. So I guess everything on this site is like a trigger, u know? so I told myself,"ok, I'm not gonna read this stuff anymore, and should limit coming here. I'm not gonna get a gf, so just try to accept it, oh, well, w/e ( ). it make life so much easier. yeah, shuuu, shuuu, go away bad thoughts, no more that past stuff, nothing happened...ok, that's better." It's hard to explain, what I'm feeling, its like a state of mind, getting rid of all the past, but still the same person, same experience, sad/depressed once in a while, but I try to limit/not to get depressed by doing stuff.