So many times I have brought you down that I have already lost all count and I seem to be doing it again No matter how hard I have tried I have crumbled time after time and kept failing in the end Sometimes it feels it would be better for you all If I ceased to exist or was never born at all So many times I have let you down shadowed the shine of our sun and drowned you in tears and misery that it is hard for me to see how you can after all these years still be standing by me Sometimes it feels it would be better for us all If I ceased to exist or was never born at all Sometimes it feels it would be easier to fall than to flutter in the air with these wings so weak and torn So, what do you think? These lyrics are from "Fragile" by Sentenced, a Swedish heavy metal band in case any of you guys are curious. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kuNZGWNS8g But yeah, this is how I feel. I kind of feel that I'm just a bad person in general, very selfish and rude. Also, if I try to help others, I just screw up, which is why I don't try anymore. My presence has never bringed happiness to anyone, only makes things worse. So I just wish that I never existed, that way, I can't do harm to anyone, the world would be a much better place without me around.