This song reflects how I feel perfectly

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Shiro Ryuu, Feb 13, 2008.

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  1. Shiro Ryuu

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    So many times I have brought you down
    that I have already lost all count
    and I seem to be doing it again
    No matter how hard I have tried
    I have crumbled time after time
    and kept failing in the end

    Sometimes it feels it would be better for you all
    If I ceased to exist or was never born at all

    So many times I have let you down
    shadowed the shine of our sun
    and drowned you in tears and misery
    that it is hard for me to see
    how you can after all these years
    still be standing by me

    Sometimes it feels it would be better for us all
    If I ceased to exist or was never born at all
    Sometimes it feels it would be easier to fall
    than to flutter in the air with these wings so weak and torn


    So, what do you think? These lyrics are from "Fragile" by Sentenced, a Swedish heavy metal band in case any of you guys are curious.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kuNZGWNS8g

    But yeah, this is how I feel. I kind of feel that I'm just a bad person in general, very selfish and rude. Also, if I try to help others, I just screw up, which is why I don't try anymore. My presence has never bringed happiness to anyone, only makes things worse. So I just wish that I never existed, that way, I can't do harm to anyone, the world would be a much better place without me around.
     
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