Any thread I have made has been closed People say rude and cruel things to me in chat. on the PM they spoke soul crushing words of degradation i am hurt and lifeless. i am made fun of. my pain is a good thing for others to laugh at. i try to stand up for myself and people try to say i am the problem. they are right me being born is the problem. i am a problem a mistake not compatible with this world. i will not stand up for myself, i will let myself be trampled like the garbage that i am, to descend to a pit of darkness and suffering with gruesome insects stinging me and gouging my eyes out. losing my mind i wana die what is reality spinning nauseated vomiting rancid flesh i suffocate in my own diseased puke as rats gnaw at my open wounds i am not wanted anywyere, crush me and torture me, please don't respond to this thread, it is closed as my life soon will be.