i don't see the point anymore. i don't fit in anywhere, i don't really ahve anyone to talk to. i have "friends", but no "FRIENDS", if you know what i mean. nobody ever talks to me. i get ignored everywhere. i'm lonely. but it's not just that. life simply sucks. always has. i was unwanted even before i was born. my mom never failed to let me know. all i was good for was to serve as a punching bag. it's enough. nothing ever gets better. nothing changes. there is no "silver lining". there is no way for me to get out of this in one piece.