woke too early this morning and there was no one there for me. there never is and there never will be no matter how much i want to believe it. i heard the cars rolling down the street in the dawn and i remembered everything. how far away my mind is to anyone. how distant i am to life. i can't ever change this no matter how hard i try. my mind will always be alone. all i ask for in this life is just one person. one person who understands me. just one is enough. it's too much to ask. nothing will ever change in this life. why was i put here. i don't belong here. i don't belong anywhere. im ready to go.