I am having a little panic moment right now. I am in hospital and I scratched myself accidently on the arm. Looks like one of my many self harm attempts when I was in hospital last time. I promised my boyfriend that I would not self harm anymore. I am so worried that he is going to think that this was deliberate. And to top it off... the feeling of the accidental harm is making me want to do it more SO badly. Aaarrrgghh!