this weather is going to kill me. im so damn hot already and its only april. im sitting here with a hoodie on. cant take it off cos of my scars. cant open a window cos nan will shout and tell me to take my jumper off instead. HOW THE HELL do we get through the summer?? WHY THE HELL did i do this in the first place?? WHY THE HELL am i so weak?? WHY THE HELL cant i find another way to cope?? WHY THE HELL cant it just be cold. rant over, sorry, gonna go back to sweating to death now. dont reply, my own stupid fault.