Well I'm pretty sure it will be this weekend. I've made the last mistake I can afford to make and there is no reason for me to be alive anymore. I've completely ruined my schooling so that as of tomorrow it all will be pointless. My brain just won't work anymore and I don't have time to wait 2 more weeks to see if the prozac even kicks in. I personally don't think it's a chemical imbalance and if it is I don't think 20mg a day is a large enough dose for a 330 lbs guy. I'll see my therapist on friday but that's it. I just want to say thanks to those who replied to my posts over the time I've been here and I'm sorry if I even upset or bothered any of you. I wish you all luck with your troubles and lives.