Well that's it, game over. There are so many forces against me now that I am left with no choice. My car is dying and I dont have the money for repairs. I have a bill collector that is going to garnish my paychecks starting next month or the next. Also of course am still going thru the divorce crap. Now when they start garnishing my paycheck I wont have enough money for my car payment or rent, let alone food, gas, bills etc. I have been crying over this and sweating this out all weekend. I am not going to and can not go on with this pain anymore. There is too much on my plate for me to deal with. I know we cant discuss methods and I am not going to do that. Suffice it to say that once I have a better handle on my funds this week, I think by Wednesday, I am going to get the stuff I need to take care of this once and for all. You have all been great in your support before and I thank all of you for your help. But this has to end.