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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by byebyebeautiful, Oct 21, 2008.

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  1. byebyebeautiful

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    gotta keep m................o.............v...................i........................n..............................g cant keep going through the days feeling like this, something has to give.
     
  2. andyc68

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    Sorry your feeling like this, if you want to chat sometime then you know what to do.

    Be safe
     
  3. andyc68

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    sorry i forgot the hug lol

    watch out, here it comes....
     
  4. andyc68

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    :hug:
     
  5. Danny Crooks

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    I feel that, .. what have you got planned for the day?
     
  6. byebyebeautiful

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    Thanks Andy. :hug:

    and im in college, probably gotta do clients hair :(, i really dont feel up to it today. have no motivation, want to curl up and die. i cant take this no more :(
     
  7. Danny Crooks

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    Oh right cool, .. give the client a brand new style, lol, make something really funky haha, even if they do ask for a short back and sides ;)

    try & keep your day busy, plan something for after college so you can keep focussed on other stuff, .. thats all i do, every waking minute i am on the go, so usually im exhausted by about 9pm, lol, then off to bed at 10. wake up at 7, and away again, ..
     
  8. byebyebeautiful

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    i have an hours motorbike ride home, and then i crash out, tonight though my mums boyfriend sister is coming for dinner, gotta be sociable :(

    lol, and if i did the style thing, i would get told off, gonna see if i can just do nothing today, maybe colour my head block.
     
  9. andyc68

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    training to be a stylist then, cool.

    sorry your having a bad day, we all get those but its how we deal with it that counts.
    try to do something for yourself later, take some 'me' time and let yourself unwind.

    :rose:
     
  10. Danny Crooks

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    Oh for real? Thats a long ol' jounrye, dont fancy that!! still, it gives to time to air out the cobwebs, and get a bit of adrenaline pumping!!

    oh do it, rules are made to be broken haha.
     
  11. byebyebeautiful

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    yeah im training to be a stylist, when i let myself unwind i tend to try something, i feel like coming off my bike on my way home. or going head long into a lorry :(

    rules are made to be kept ;), meh im not in mood for clients. i got told off for breaking rules last week, dont want a dicaplinary :(
     
  12. Danny Crooks

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    really? thats cool... i know a friend of mine who is now head stylist in a salon, and is rakin in the moolah! keep ON the bike, its much nicer that way :)

    yeah im in the same boat, i keep getting told off at work for messing about, generally not working, and not giving a shit about it. I'm on my last warning cos i walked off site yesterday & went for a cigarette when it wasnt my break. OH NO!! STOP PRESS ITS A DISASTER! fuckin jokers!
     
  13. byebyebeautiful

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    cool, can u get me a job there ;) lol. i know its more fun on the bike, but i cant stand feeling like this. :(.

    Work sucks, im glad i dont have a job, think i got my lesson now, will be back online at about 5:30ish UK time.
     
  14. andyc68

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    yeah, stay on the bike but pick a nice stretch and tank it lol.

    last warning eh Danny, bad boy, oh wait, so am i lol
     
  15. Danny Crooks

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    Ok, well try & enjoy it, and just think about what styles you wanna tgive to people with boring haircuts ;-) haha

    Chat soon.

    Danny. x
     
  16. Danny Crooks

    Danny Crooks Well-Known Member

    yeah screw 'em, I'm already awaiting a formal grievenace for negligence, i think my payout could be around 10k or so :)
     
  17. byebyebeautiful

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    Well i had to leave early, saw the crisis team, got medication increased, have to see care co-ordinator tomorrow, if i feel suicidal call the crisis team, and if its major, then i will be sectioned. but thats a last resort. now i have to get through the night.
     
  18. andyc68

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    you can do it, have you got anyone to be with tonight?
     
  19. byebyebeautiful

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    nope, and noone to be on the phone to, as the only person who could be, has fucked off with his friends.
     
  20. andyc68

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    i hope everything is ok for you tonight, sent a pm just in case.
     
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