Nobody in your life at this moment may care but that doesn't mean it's always going to be that way.
When do you think at what point in my life I should have chosen to give up my life??
From the two guys that used to pick on me all the time in school. Or from never feeling like I fit in..
From the emotional abuse I went through at age 17, from my son's father..
When he slapped me crossways across the face..
From finding out 3 weeks after my child is born, that he was cheating on me.
When he said my son was too ugly to belong to him, and refused to take a part in his life, and his family follows his footsteps.
Maybe from the boyfriend who decided he didn't want the baby I was carrying, maybe instead of thinking about him, I should have kept the baby. Maybe I didn't deserve to live after I gave up the life of a child by having an abortion.
When I get married, only to find out what I married was an ass with a horrific mouth.
Should I have stopped living when he decided to mentally abuse me and try to have sex with me when I took medication to stop pain.. he wants to take advantage of that, while I am unable to say no. Or when he threatened me and gave me a this is what is going to happen if you don't??
Maybe I should have done it when I faced all the conflict in my family, losing relationships that can never be repaired.
Or when the conflict from my divorce led my kids to being disrespectful toward me, when I had to let them live with their dad to stop it, maybe I should have given up when it got so bad, that my son put a gun to my head and said he would shoot me, if I made him go home with me.
Should I give it up because I know I'm always going to love a man that will never feel the same way about me. Not having a relationship, and wondering if I ever will.
Or because I unable to work, should I consider my life meaningless and worthless?
Should I just stop trying because I have a disease and will probably never be able to overcome the suffering I feel??
If you can't say that I should give up, then you have to realize deep down somewhere that you shouldn't either.