Thought I could pretend everything was going to be ok.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Evanesce, Sep 18, 2013.

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  1. Evanesce

    Evanesce Well-Known Member

    I can't think straight, have so many random things going on in my head. Feeling really bad, like i'm a bad person, like i'm so annoying, like I should be on this site. I'm trying really hard today, not to suicide or doing any other stupid thing. Thought I was going to be able to ignore it, now not so sure. Don't get how that can change in an instant. Can't stop any of this.
  2. cie

    cie Banned Member

    Fleur :hug:

    Can you call your therapist? I suppose it might be too late for that, almost 7.. But there is a crisis line. I recall you had bad experiences with it but try to remember that it will be a different person this time and while some are sour old hags others do actually do the job because they care.

    Anyway, you need to talk to someone and having a real voice on the other end to remind you that you aren't alone can be a good thing.

    Always here if you need me.
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