I was fired from my job today. I truly felt that things were getting better. I have not been late or absent. I was let go because they said I was not a good fit. I have been on this job for 4 months. What is so wrong with me? I was so humiliated having to clean out my desk. The job was at a car dealership and my desk was in the middle of the showroom floor. I don't know why I can't keep a job. I turn up on time I do my work I am friendly with co-workers and customers, but over and over I keep getting the same line.... I'm let go, "you're just not a good fit." This was the first job I've had in a long time that I truly felt comfortable doing. I felt I even was beginning to make some work friends. I don't have friends outside of work or at all for that matter but most days I actually looked forward to going into work. I feel very numb right now, and that frightens me. I am in a very calm quiet place that I have been in before when I wanted to hurt myself. I don't feel like lashing out, hurting anyone else or trying to get attention. If I could just simply fade away right now I would.