Where to start ...
Why not?
Why?
Is it an answer?
Does the thought provide encouragement subconsciously?
Do the thoughts provide a temporary reprieve?
Are things so insurmountable?
Isn't everyone replaceable?
Would this punish those I'm angry at?
Doesn't that ultimately mean I would also punish myself?
What will life be like without my partner?
Will I have the strength to carry on when I struggle so now?
What will the point of life be?
Where will I go, what will I do?
How can I do this?
Am I just day dreaming?
Am I looking for attention?
Who, really, would it affect?
Do I have the ultimate courage to put words into action?
Where am I meant to find this strength from that everyone keeps telling me about?
Could these people live in my shoes , past and present?
Why can't I forget what needs to be forgotten?
With so much self loathing, why I am hesitant?
Perhaps this is just another thing I am incapable of?
What is talk without action?
If my best friend could do it, why can't I or why haven't I?
What are the alternatives?
Will things ever change?
Will my mind ever rest?
Why not?
Why?
Is it an answer?
Does the thought provide encouragement subconsciously?
Do the thoughts provide a temporary reprieve?
Are things so insurmountable?
Isn't everyone replaceable?
Would this punish those I'm angry at?
Doesn't that ultimately mean I would also punish myself?
What will life be like without my partner?
Will I have the strength to carry on when I struggle so now?
What will the point of life be?
Where will I go, what will I do?
How can I do this?
Am I just day dreaming?
Am I looking for attention?
Who, really, would it affect?
Do I have the ultimate courage to put words into action?
Where am I meant to find this strength from that everyone keeps telling me about?
Could these people live in my shoes , past and present?
Why can't I forget what needs to be forgotten?
With so much self loathing, why I am hesitant?
Perhaps this is just another thing I am incapable of?
What is talk without action?
If my best friend could do it, why can't I or why haven't I?
What are the alternatives?
Will things ever change?
Will my mind ever rest?