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Thoughts again

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#1
I'm so sorry, I really am

It must get old, it probably is already - all this muck spewing from me.

I just feel so alone,

completely overwhelmed,

unloved,

sad,

and scared.

Am getting myself wired out, I'm trying not to.

Just anxious, very anxious.

I don't want to go there, the thoughts are starting.

I'm sorry, very sorry.
 

IV2010

Well-Known Member
#4
don't go moanamcara..
you've been so supportive.
stay here with our 'family' and talk as much as you want
we understand your pain
 
#6
don't know quite what to do, logically it'd be selfish and stupid etc. etc. etc.

I think I need to stop typing so much here.

I think I need to be quiet, saying so much worries me. Too open and too vulnerable.

Gosh, I hate this.

I hate these feelings.

To admit things, not pleasant.
 

Stranger1

Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend
#7
Hey Mo, Talk all you want!! Thats what this place is for..No one knows who you are so don't feel vulnerable.. Keep PMing me...I will listen!!
 

41021

Banned Member
#8
Why do you feel you shouldn't type here? :hug:
It's likely a good thing to do. Talking and sharing is a risk, but this place is about as safe as it gets for doing so. I understand feeling vulnerable.

**gentle calming hugs** Slow deep breaths.

What is going on? Can you express what you are thinking and how you are feeling?

Are you safe? I'm really concerned about you.
 
#9
I need to do something.

I don't want anyone here to think its anything to do with them. You all have been fabulous, caring and sometimes you make me cry with how much you give here.

You all need to take good care of yourselves.

I'm not exactely thinking straight, I know this, but it worries me too.

I need not to drink tonight, nor do anything else.

I need to be quiet, and I need to just wander back into the shadows.

Yet in doing that I'm isolating which is not good.

I'm a little scared.

But this is enough. Again, my thanks to you all.
 

41021

Banned Member
#10
Well, you could do what i sometimes do (well, frequently do). If I am feeling terrible, I often will come here and engage with anyone...or everyone. It does help. It may be temporary, but it really does help. Far better than isolating. I tend to get into all sorts of trouble when i isolate. No checks or balances...just me with my own thoughts. Think I'd rather see you hang out here **gentle hug**

If you are scared, I'm concerned about your safety. **hug**

Also, being scared alone is not good...better to be here.

Can you say what is scaring you?

**hugs**
 
#11
I can't stay.

I'm worried about doing something amongst some other things.

But it'll all be ok in the end.

I'm too overwhelmed.

Okay, got to go, thanks again all. Please take good care of yourselves and thanks for everything.
 
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