Picking up the blade is the easy part, it's the putting it down that's difficult. The firstcut hurts the most but once you get the rush it soon fades and you go numb. You cut again to make sure its real, seeing the bllod pour is the thrill, the excitiment pumping through your viens. Its the stopping that the difficult part, but you know if you take it any furthure you wont be able to turn back. ITS TO LATE Stopping is the problem How do you stop?