Hi anyone, I'm here because my thoughts have become increasingly strong and has taken over in my joy of life. Started with my separation from my girlfriend last month after 4yrs. Moved to Florida to start a life with her gave up a really good job and was happy to be finally in my life. Now it changed move back to mass and been here looking already for a new job within a month. I have no energy no feelings no love for anything ever since we split. At 35 yrs old life does come very hard. I have no children or been married. I feel like life has a funny way of saying it wasn't your time. I right now feel lost I feel angry and hurt. And I feel just like a big failure that I keep pushing the ideal of hurting my self. Even as I type this it is hard to move forward. That is why my efforts to try this website and see if there is a little bit of hope.