thoughts of SU

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Emo_kitty, Aug 22, 2009.

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  1. Emo_kitty

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    Not good right now ... i am having thoughts of killing myself
    the voices are telling me ways i can do it

    told my husband so he knows am feeling so unsafe and scared right now
     
  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    It's good that you have told him. And good that you have come here too. You know there are others here that understand your feelings and fear. Please keep posting. Do you know what has made you feel this way? Has something happened? Post hun so that others know what you are up against. It will help you to find strength by sharing it and exposing it. And others will help by supporting you through this dark place.
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hope you husband will take you into crisis if these voices don't go away. You could need your medication increased to do this. Get a hold of your doctor and let know what is happening so you can start feeling better okay.
    Keep posting let us know how you are doing okay.
     
  4. Emo_kitty

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    nothing has happened just things getting on to of me i was making plans before to do something to myself yesterday but i told my husband about it
    and he is really supportive and it was because of a friend was pushing me about my own health problems she wanted to know details and i wasn't ready to give her them.

    the voices are really getting to me i took 50mg of my meds to see if it will help

    but am struggling
     
  5. Emo_kitty

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    if things don't improve i will call the crisis team
     
  6. Emo_kitty

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    :sad: feeling like i need to cut not to kill myself
    just to cut
     
  7. yursomedicated

    yursomedicated Chat & Forum Buddy

    I feel the same way...
     
  8. lifeisashedog

    lifeisashedog Well-Known Member

    Make a voodoo doll and cut it instead of yourself :idea:
     
  9. Emo_kitty

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    if i had the stuff to make one i would its a good idea
    thanks
     
  10. Emo_kitty

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    i have the thoughts again they seem to come back just like the voices do
    it not going away and i feel like i need to do something

    but my husband is here with me so i cant without him knowing
     
  11. HOW

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    Lie outside if it's sunny. Lie in the sun, listen to happy music that will stop you thinking of the negative thoughts. Eat a lot of healthy food, pasta is good and don't drink alcohol. Drink a lot as well. Stay safe my hun. keep us updated.

    Good luck
     
  12. Emo_kitty

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    been trying listen to some nice music and post on the forum but nothing is helping

    the voices are calmer as i took my night meds a little while ago
     
  13. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    I am glad things are getting calmer for you. I read your thread and am sorry that you are having a tough spot but posting is the best thing to do during these times. I am here so keep posting and I will hang with you.
    Hugs Bambi
     
  14. HOW

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    Hey Hun, how are you doing today?

    :hugtackles:
     
  15. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    You should make an appointment with your shrink.. Tell him how bad things are.. He can adjust your meds..Do you see a therapist?? They can help you to learn to cope with these thoughts..I am suicidal also, I think about it everyday.. My therapist has me at the point where something major would have to trigger me to commit..It sounds as if you have a very understanding husband,..I'm glad you have that real life support.. Keep posting here and let us offer you support as well.. Take Care!!
     
  16. Emo_kitty

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    i dont have an appointment with my P doc till october but am going to call and see if i can get a sooner appointment
    am seeing my dr today to get more meds i will talk to him about feeling suicidal
    but i know there isnt much that he can do

    am feeling kinda the same today voices are loud as ever

    am glad i have my husband here to support me if i didnt i think id would have taken an OD before now
     
  17. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Just call you psychiatric doctors office and tell them you are critical. Let them know the voices are getting worse so they can fit you in today. If not go to emergency dept the doctor there can change your meds to help the voices go away. Go to emerg today okay if your gp won't do anything as yu need to get these voices under control. Hope you can get somehelp.
     
  18. Emo_kitty

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    I called my P doc to try and get an earlier appointment nothing until October
    but i got the date to be a week sooner
    they said i can call or go down and see the mental health emergency team and talk to them

    am going to tell my dr want i have been feeling like as well
     
  19. Emo_kitty

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    My gp put my meds up to 400mg plus extra 50mg if i need it
     
  20. Emo_kitty

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    tryed to take all the meds in the house ... my husband stopped me

    feel numb
     
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