thoughts *trig*

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Malcontent, Nov 26, 2006.

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  1. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    The bad thoughts started creeping back into my head again, so I cut myself. Almost everywhere. I'd forgotten how good it felt to be bleeding. I have cuts on my arms, legs, chest, and I still want more. I want to keep going until I'm dead from blood loss. Everyone would be better off, I wouldn't be able to hurt anyone then.
  2. Sabriel

    Sabriel Active Member

    No, everyone would not be better off. I can guarentee you that people here would not be better off without you- you help many here. Besides, being dead is not what you're really wanting. Cutting is a release, you want the relief that comes from cutting. If you die, then you won't have any feeling and thus you do not achieve the relief you were so desperately seeking. Losing situation.
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Ah Mal, so sorry that it came down to that :hug: :hug: :hug:
  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Mal im sorry that you feel so down that you need to cut, We all love you to bits :hug:

    I certainly dis agree with everyone would be better off with out you! you help so many people here :hug:

    Ps. who am i gonna pimp to the forum if i aint got you! :hug: :hug:
  5. BrokenPieces

    BrokenPieces Well-Known Member


    I hope you are feeling better hun...

    talk to us more... hopefully we can help you out...

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